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ELOISE BETHANY JOY

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FULL NAME: eloise bethany joy
AGE: twenty-one
MEMBER GROUP: citizen
GRADE: n/a
BIRTH PLACE: seattle washington
RELIGION: athiest
SEXUALITY: heterosexual
PLAYBY:

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AND IF YOU SWEAR THAT

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I’m Eloise. I’m more than a little quirky. I’m twenty-one years old, recently finished college, and I like to write myself lots of little notes. Basically I’m the most scatter brained girl ever…things go right in one ear and out the other. I’m constantly running around the house trying to find everything from my guitar to my earrings. I’m not neat, I’m not organized, and I’m a little messy…so it’s a good thing that my boyfriend is an anal neat freak who keeps our house pretty clean. But yeah, other than that…I’m Eloise. I grew up in Seattle Washington. My parents were of middle class…were being they both died a year ago. It was tragic, really. My mother and I were always close, as were my father and I. When my mother got cancer and died my father just…lost his will to live. He lived in sorrow for three months before he drowned himself in a bath tub. The entire affair was quite tragic, really, but it makes for interesting stories I guess. I grew up fairly normally…for the most part. I had a good amount of friends, but I definitely wasn’t the most popular girl in school. Rather I hung out with the band dorks…but I liked it that way. Sexually active band geeks. Ha. When I was sixteen I had some…issues, I suppose. I developed an eating disorder…I’m unsure of how it even happened, but it did. And somewhere along the lines I got into alcohol as well…and so my parents actually sent me to the school my boyfriend is currently working at. I stayed for a year, but I probably didn’t get better until I started seeing a shrink. I cleaned up, and while I’m still insecure, I haven’t binged and purged since graduating High School. And I got into a good College…and now they’re considering giving me a job at the school I used to go to for having issues. It makes me feel good, even though it probably shouldn’t. But more of me as a person, I suppose. I’m easily offended, I care too much, and I overreact. I seem quiet when you first see me, but the second you talk to me you’ll realize I’m not. I have a bit of an…issue with lying, you might say. I lie about random things that make absolutely no sense…but I always feel bad and end up telling the person that I was lying. Most people have even learned to look past my little…issue, you might call it. Um…my boyfriend. I don’t know. We’ve been dating for two years, since our Junior year of College, and we’ve been friends since we met as Sophomores. And I guess I love him…but he’s not right for me. That’s the thing, I guess. I feel like he doesn’t treat me right. He’ll yell at me for doing everything wrong and then wrap me up in a hug like absolutely nothing happened, and nothing was wrong. I don’t think that’s really right, is it? I don’t know…a few months ago I met this guy….yeah, I won’t get into that. Basically I’ve been thinking maybe being with him would be better…he’s nothing like my boyfriend. It’s refreshing to be around him, I suppose. Although it doesn’t help that he’s my boyfriend’s collegue. Nor does it help that my boyfriend has been bringing up marriage…I’m just hoping he doesn’t bring out a ring, I’d have to say no. I’m a musician! First and foremost. I’m big into the horoscope thing, I do yoga every morning, I meditate, I drink tea like it’s my baby, I do Chinese face reading, and I dance. I’ve been trying to get my music out there for years, only it’s not working…and my boyfriend is pressing me to just take the music teaching job. And I’m thinking of finally giving in…

A COLLECTION OF NOTES TO ELOISE, FROM ELOISE

February twelfth,
Don’t forget that you have an appointment with your doctor at noon time, an appointment with your shrink right after, and you’re having a dinner date tonight. Buy yourself a nice new dress, you know he gets mad when you don’t dress up nicely.
-Eloise

April third,
Call up someone to fix the washer, it’s been months, he’s getting testy. Question him about getting a dog. Clean up the room before he freaks out again.
-Eloise.

July fifth,
Call back the school about the job. Possibly. Buy the following: shampoo, conditioner, things to make cookies. Visit him at school. Hope you don’t run into the other guy. Get your car checked out, it’s making weird noises.
-Eloise

August first,
Take the job. You’re too stubborn for your own good.
-Eloise

WHY ARE YOU SCARED TO

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NAME: elizabeth
AGE: sixten
EXPERIENCE: lol
TIME ZONE: i've done this a million times
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