Post by nixon on Aug 31, 2009 22:16:59 GMT -5
[/color][/center][/blockquote]NIXON URSALA ROUSSEAU
it started with a low light
" talk us down talk us down from this ledge as we inch even closer to our death"
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NEXT THING I KNEW[/color][/blockquote]
they ripped me from my bed
[/b][/color] Nixon Ursala Rousseau
NICKNAMES:Nix, Nixxy
GENDER: female
AGE:17
SEXUALITY: straight
YEAR: junior
MEMBER GROUP: fucked up kids
FACE CLAIM:kaelin marie
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AND THEN THEY TOOK[/color][/blockquote]
my bloodtype, they left a
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[/b][/color]I was born in Paris, France. Yes, I have the fucking accent. I moved to HOLLYWOOD when I turned ten with my older brother Anton and my mother. Our father was put to jail for robbing a clothing store no joke. He was raging in french because he thought they stole his styles. To tell you the truth I think he was just crazy.
2. So, my older brother is about four years older than me. When I turned fifteen I was in his little gang. Yeah, thats right. Guns...Shoot outs the works. I helped him with his drug deals and shoot outs. I like guns. A glock is probably my favorite but I can live with a pistol or revolver. OH OH. I was a gangster in France too. See, my brother started up his own gang. We were pretty fucking scary if you asked me. Sometimes I wished I was older. He hated letting me hold guns.
3. A year after I joined, my brother became gang leader but was shot in a fake drug deal. Yeah, watching the blood spill out of his chest and staining the probably already stained sidewalk. Not exactly my cup of tea, really. I loved my brother to death and when he died...It hurt a lot
4. OH! My brother, yeah he was a huge druggie and he made me a bit of a druggie but still. I mean, coke is fun but heroin is the best and you know weed is pretty cool but everyone does it and it kinda has no effect on me unless I smoke two ounces or something and god knows I do not have that kind of money. No siree Bob.
5. I'm weird. Did I mention that? I have conversations with myself more times then a normal crazy person and I'm not crazy...I take that statement back I am crazy because you know, if you say your crazy that means you aren't. But secretly I don't think I'm crazy..Fuck..I'm crazy.
6. DON'T EVER LOOK AT MY SCHOOL RECORDS. I mean it. It's seriously like. Fight, Fight , Fight, skip. Did I mention I'm a very violent person. I really am. I like to end the fist fights not stop them even though most of the times I start and end them. I know I'm small but I show you quite a punch if I'm pissed enough.
7. I hate you...I may never meet you but I fucking hate you. I've grown up to learn that people will always let you down no matter what and guess what. PEOPLE ALWAYS LET ME DOWN. My mother remarried some stuck up jerk and now my life is in ruins because of him. He also likes to smack me around a bit but that never stop me from hitting him back. Yeah, I'm a fighter.
8. Lies, lies, lies. I'm a liar. I will admit it right now. I'm a liar. If you ask me a question and it somehow gets me in trouble. I.Will.Lie. Seriously, sometimes when I don't have to lie I lie. The therapist called me a compulsive liar WHICH I AM NOT. OK, maybe I am.
9. MY MOM IS A WHORE. Yes indeed, she is. When my dad was put in jail (still is) she started sleeping with everyone in Hollywood oh and she was stripper too.
if that makes it any better. But yeah, the man she married was only because she's a whore AND a gold digger. Like Kanye says. she ain't nothing but a gold digga.
10. I could be a smart. Now, that I think about it I could be brilliant BUT NOOOOOO. I'm a lazy ass. Yep yep yep. I have a IQ of like above normal or something. I don't care. I mean hell I can use words to tear anyone apart because of my fucked up wit. Yes, I have a fucked up wit. I'm a sarcastic little brat when I want to be. Mm, I'm a fucking princess. I GUESS THATS WHY STEP DADDY SENT ME HERE. I have no gang members or friends because they are all dead or in jail.
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STRANGE IMPRESSION
in my head, you know that i was hoping
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whoa there, my name is nixxy and i happen to be of the girl species. i currently have 16 number of candles on my cake but i've got 3 years under my belt. i found this quirky site through advert. by the way, you can contact me via averyfersure; aim/b] or through none. now i'll show you what i'm made of.
Vegas gave Abul a sweet smile, you bet your ass she was trying to get herself of out a lecture. The last thing she needed was to be told on how to behave. You would think a few visits down here would straighten her out. However, that was not the case. Vegas's rebellion was only going to get stronger and she wasn't going to back down from it. It took her some time to get use to the pain that the vampires inflicted on her small body but she put up with it and felt...well..a bit of pride. She knew her silly girl pride could kill one day but she didn't care. She wiped some sweat off of her forehead. You would think that the torture chambers were cold but as of right now she felt like they were right next to the furnace. She wanted to apologize for being a bad girl.
She looked up at him to meet his face. She missed him she had to admit. Ever since she had fallen in love with him she tried to tell herself it was a bad idea. That they would get caught especially since his best friend hated her. Of course, those two never did get along. The little vamp was jealous of Vegas and Vegas was jealous of her. As much as she hated the vampires she wanted to be one to be with him because she can be because she was a vampire. It was a depressing subject Vegas often thought about.
Vegas watched him stiffen as she mentioned the temper tantrum. Oh yeah, she was totally going to get one of those. 'WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING ' Lectures. She knew he wouldn't understand if she did explain herself. He would think that she was just crazy or trying to get herself killed. Yeah, because she was definitely aiming at death right now. She blew a piece of hair from her eyes and sighed, waiting for the words to come at her. It was nothing new to her. He usually did this when she caused trouble.
Oh boy, she made him a little pissy. Vegas tried to ignore his raising tone as she sprang to her feet. The sudden movement made her whole body hurt and she winced. "I'm not fucking nuts, god you know you give the same fucking lecture every time I get in trouble?" She growled in a low tone in case anyone was going to pass by and didn't hear the sudden conversation. She watched his eyes widened after his last comment. "I can take care of myself you know" She muttered quietly as she leaned against the wall.
She watched him smile then shake his head. She knew she was sorta off the hook for now. "Sorry, I'm not like you Mr. I only need a tiny bit of sleep" She was being sarcastic as she said this and smiled at him. "I like staying up, it's fun. I can actually talk to people that aren't you." She muttered as she ran her hands up and down her arms. Now, she was cold all of the sudden.
Vegas grinned at him. She was loving the idea of getting out today. She needed the sun and she knew that if one person could get her out of here it would be him. " Fine, just because you offered and I need to see some light" She mumbled as she straightened out the shirt she was wearing and wiping some blood off of her collar bone.
She looked up at him to meet his face. She missed him she had to admit. Ever since she had fallen in love with him she tried to tell herself it was a bad idea. That they would get caught especially since his best friend hated her. Of course, those two never did get along. The little vamp was jealous of Vegas and Vegas was jealous of her. As much as she hated the vampires she wanted to be one to be with him because she can be because she was a vampire. It was a depressing subject Vegas often thought about.
Vegas watched him stiffen as she mentioned the temper tantrum. Oh yeah, she was totally going to get one of those. 'WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING ' Lectures. She knew he wouldn't understand if she did explain herself. He would think that she was just crazy or trying to get herself killed. Yeah, because she was definitely aiming at death right now. She blew a piece of hair from her eyes and sighed, waiting for the words to come at her. It was nothing new to her. He usually did this when she caused trouble.
Oh boy, she made him a little pissy. Vegas tried to ignore his raising tone as she sprang to her feet. The sudden movement made her whole body hurt and she winced. "I'm not fucking nuts, god you know you give the same fucking lecture every time I get in trouble?" She growled in a low tone in case anyone was going to pass by and didn't hear the sudden conversation. She watched his eyes widened after his last comment. "I can take care of myself you know" She muttered quietly as she leaned against the wall.
She watched him smile then shake his head. She knew she was sorta off the hook for now. "Sorry, I'm not like you Mr. I only need a tiny bit of sleep" She was being sarcastic as she said this and smiled at him. "I like staying up, it's fun. I can actually talk to people that aren't you." She muttered as she ran her hands up and down her arms. Now, she was cold all of the sudden.
Vegas grinned at him. She was loving the idea of getting out today. She needed the sun and she knew that if one person could get her out of here it would be him. " Fine, just because you offered and I need to see some light" She mumbled as she straightened out the shirt she was wearing and wiping some blood off of her collar bone.
THAT I COULD LEAVE
this starcrossed world behind
this apptemplate was made by chaela and laurel from charcoal eyes, guys, and the titles are from spaceman by the killers
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