--Will someone care?

[kael]

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Kael tossed the laptop across the room not caring if it broke from connecting with the wall or not. It could get fucked, Everyone in the school could get fucked. He'd had it with everything, with Everyone. All he'd had since arriving here was one bitch after another giving him agro that he just did not need.

Pulling the dorm room door open and slamming it behind him Kael brushed his fingers through his hair. Peering up and down the corridor before turning and hurrying down towards the stairway. He'd just blabbed something he never thought he'd blab. He'd said something he had never thought he would say. Panic stricken the teen hurried down the stairs and down the hallway. His direction unknown but he knew one thing. He needed out of this school.

As he hurried along escaping the school, Ryland, Joey everyone he swung around the corner and collided with a small figure. Tripping up he landed face first on the ground with a grunt and closed his eyes for a few moments. A little dazed and feeling his head begin to throb from it's connection with the tiled floor.

When Kael peered up and his eyes adjusted to the sight before him he paniced. Backing up and letting out a soft whimper the teen stared at Ryland. Not knowing what to say, What to do. He'd be the biggest joke of the school. The most laughabed about idiot ever. "Don't come near me!" The male snarled as he felt his back touch a wall and like a child he wrapped his arms around his knees. Burying his face in his knees

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STATUS Finally Finished !
NOTES EPIC FAIL I sowwy DX
WORDSGod knows?!
TAGGED TESSY
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !

[adams]

scream, to be heard
LIKE YOU NEED ANY MORE ATTENTION;
throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.
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Ryland was completly shocked. he stood at deliliahs door stunned and scared out of his mind. kael just told him to never speak to him again and suddenly their dating. Ry didn't know what to say what to do. the only thing he knew was that he needed to talk to kael. to many thoughts were running through his mind. what if it was true was he really ready to totaly come out yet. yes he was gay and he liked kael alot. but he had a feeling kael wasn't ready to even admit that.

The fraile brunette forgot all about his hunger and took off for his dorm looking for Kael. he knew he wouldn't be in there at this point but he needed to talk to him. since when was he his boyfriend? since when did kael even see him like that. he didn't understand yes ry thought of kael that way but he didn't realize he felt the same.

As he turned the corner and walked into the boys dorms he instantly slammed into another figure and fell back on his arse and landed back onhis wrist so he wouldn't hit his head. pain soared through his already sore wrist, he grabbed it tightly and whimpered praying the pain would stop. slowly the male opened his eyes and saw he had collided with him. he froze and noticed the fear in his eyes. what was he do to, to even say to him.

he watched as kael wrapped his arms around his legs and buried his head in them as well. ry was still confused. still scared. he bit his lip and moved closer to kael and whispered. "I wont tell any one." that was the only thing he could muster out to say. he looked over at him and saw how scared he was. what was he supposed to do. he didn't think about it any more and just moved over and wrapped his arms around him regardless of what he was told.

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I'M PINNING kael, my wonderful pippy
I AM done
GRAMMY GOES TO All Time Low; Lullabies
WE ARE IN the halls
LOOKING
WORD SAYS no little to say
TEMPLATE BY VIOLETTE !? of CAUTION 2.0!
GRAPHIC SKILLS TO always credit these !?
I'VE GOTTA SAY it sucks epically fails but its there.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

[kael]

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Kael's mother had never cared about him. His father had just used him as a punch bag until he'd gotten old enough to actually punch back. Being so emotionally detached caused Kael to be closed off, To be violent towards people and lash out when he felt threatened. It was all he knew. The only way he knew how to act.

With his face buried in his knees he did not see Ryland come over until the other male was sat next to him. Feeling the arms of the smaller male wrap around him Kael moved quickly, Probably seemingly to attack but instead he buried his face in Ryland's chest and closed his eyes tightly. Biting down on his lip and clutching to the other male's shirt.

For Kael looking like the hard-ass bastard was vital. Being the one who seemed tough all of the time and the guy who did not care about a fucking thing was just how it was. Everybody expected that of him and who was Kael to deny them or disappoint.

For a few moments he remained how he was clutching the other's shirt with his face buried in Ryland's chest. He muttered a small reply "Fucking Dallas and Delilah know..So they'll spread it around" He said peering up at Rylan for a moment before he nuzzled his face against the other's neck "The fucking gossip king and queen" He continued to rant. "They'll tell everyone and..then I'll get called a fucking fag..and then...uh" Kael fell silent. Inhaling Ryland's rather intoxicating scent and slowly peered up at the other male. Placing a hand on his cheek and turning Ry's head to face him. Slowly leaning over Kael pressed his lips, Amazingly gently to Ryland's in what was possibly the first actual tender kiss the pair had shared.

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STATUS Finally Finished !
NOTES EPIC FAIL I sowwy DX
WORDSGod knows?!
TAGGED TESSY
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !

[adams]

scream, to be heard
LIKE YOU NEED ANY MORE ATTENTION;
throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.
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Ryland felt so bady for the older brunette, in the 3 years he had knowed Kael he hadlearned much about his problems and why he did what he did and he could never understand how that felt to have parent who didn't love him. he could only try and help the other with his problems. and he hated that he could never take away the pain. the only time he could get ry to be sane and clamfor the longest is when they would just cuddle in bed. the only act of kindness ry ever really expierenced with him.

Ry's body tensed thinking that Kael may smack him for holding him but he didn't know what else to do. but he was supirsed that he actually moved closer and clung to the smaller males chest. he pulled kael closer to him and rubbed back softly whispering 'shh, its ok' into his ear as he attempted to comfort him. Kael was so much bigger than he was but he couldn't help it heknew he needed comfort and he always swore he would be there for him whenever he needed it.

Kaels body trembled under him and he felt so horrible how was he supposed to fix thisproblem. not that they were a problem but he couldn't figure out how to make him feel better. he liked the older man so much all he ever did was want to please him. That could very well be the reason that hewould let Kael say or do anything to him.

Moments after he was grabbed Kael's tenseness slowly started to fade and he was slightly relaxing in his arms. he played with the others hair and just listenedto him . "They aren't going to tell babe just relax ok.." he shivered softly feeling him become obviously closer. he shook his head and pressed a kiss into his hair. "they wont i asked themnot to ok..and if they do i'll borrow your knives and kill a few people ok?" he laughed softly him killing people was just funny in it self. he sighedout slowly andthen held him a little tighter before looking down into his eyes as kael moved back. suddenly he was placed in a passionate kiss and a smile formed across his lips as he cupped the older males cheeks and kissed him tenderly,this had been the kiss he had been waiting for, for a long time..

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I'M PINNING pippy
I AM done
GRAMMY GOES TO All Time Low; Lullabies
WE ARE IN the halls
LOOKING
WORD SAYS +/-420
TEMPLATE BY VIOLETTE !? of CAUTION 2.0!
GRAPHIC SKILLS TO always credit these !?
I'VE GOTTA SAY it sucks epically fails but its there.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

[kael]

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Kael's reputation was what kept him going, The fact that when he wandered down the corridor people quivvered with fear. That hold he had over them was addictive. He lusted after scaring people. Enjoyed seeing them cry. But right now all of that had flown right out the window. Kael was the one in tears. The vurnerable one who needed somebody to hold him and tell him it was all going to be alright. Clinging to Ryland's shirt Kael closed his eyes tightly. His whole body shaking as the sobs slipped from his lips.

Before arriving at the institution Kael had never once considered fucking another guy. The very thought repulsed him. He'd been the guy in highschool to pick on fags. To make fun of them and bully them. But now here was was conflicted over two people - One of which being male. To make matters worse he had blurted in a public chat room that he and Ryland were dating when the pair were hardly even on speaking tearms. It had happened as a defenseive move. He could not stand other people picking on Ryland. He did feel something but what it was scared him. At the same time Kael felt something for Joey.

For a guy so detached from emotions normally this whole new sense of feelings scared the shit out of him. Kael had come from a violent home. His childhood had not been the happiest and although the judge had noted that his upbringing had nothing to do with how he had turned out Kael would beg to differ. If his father had shown an ounce of compassion and care perhaps Kael would not have turned out so fucked up as he was.

Kissing Ryland had been a gut reaction. Something he had wanted to do. Although in the middle of the corridor where anybody could she he could not help himself. His lips pressed firmly against the smaller male's Kael closed his eyes running his tongue along Ry's bottom lip and forced it's way through. His hands came up to cup Ryland's face and he kissed the other male deeply, His tongue massaging against the other's. A small moan escaped Kael and he moved to straddle the other male sliding his hands down to rest on Ry's shoulders he mutterede something against the other's lips sliding a hand down between them to undo the button of Ry's pants. Any sense of caution had flown right out of the window.

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STATUS Finally Finished !
NOTES EPIC FAIL I sowwy DX
WORDSGod knows?!
TAGGED TESSY
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !

[adams]

scream, to be heard
LIKE YOU NEED ANY MORE ATTENTION;
throw the bottle, break the door, and disappear.
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Ryland knew all to well of his reputation to others. He also knew the sweeter side of him that he never let any one see. he hated Kaels rep, why? because it caused him pain. the unexplainable addiction to kael and the pain and sweetness he brought left ry breathless most of the time. but right now it didn't matter. for once ry had to be the strong one for kael hold him close and keep him safe. softly ry rubbed his back and smiled, whispering. "shh, tis ok Kael."

Ever since Kael came to the institution Ry felt a strong connection to him. not that he was gay he just felt this way towards kael and only him. sure he liked girls, he had a secret with holly after all, but he had never felt like this before. It was funny how Kael's mind worked every day he would pick on the smaller male and yet share the most intimate relations he had ever felt. it was like he was a totally different person around him. he loved their moments but he was also terrified of what he could do next. Ry was stunned when kael blurted out they were dating it excited him but also terrified him. was it true.. were they really dating? he had no clue Kael just told him to never speak to him again and yet now they were dating.

Ry wished he could take away kael's pain. he didn't know what it was like coming from a broken house hold but he knew how to show compassion and love to someone so maybe that would help in some way. he figured if he could help kael they could be together for real but that wouldnever happen..

the kiss they shared was something ry was waiting for for along time he wished for a kiss like this. but he never thought that it would be like this. slowly he deepened the kiss he slid his tongue over kaels and pulledhim closer. caressing his cheek he let out a small moan and then another longer one feeling his jeans being opened. he wasn't expecting that. Kael's fear of being caught had always come over they and ruin even the most romantic moments. but right now it seemed to ry that he didn't care. Ry was a bit reluctant to following in the older males steps but Ry finally slid his hand down as well and opened up Kaels jeans sliding his finger tips along his length as well.
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I'M PINNING kael, my wonderful pippy
I AM done
GRAMMY GOES TO All Time Low; Lullabies
WE ARE IN the halls
LOOKING
WORD SAYS 430
TEMPLATE BY VIOLETTE !? of CAUTION 2.0!
GRAPHIC SKILLS TO always credit these !?
I'VE GOTTA SAY it sucks epically fails but its there.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

[kael]

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With each sob that had slipped from Kael's lips the Cut throat's whole body shook. It had been a long time since he had cried like this. The last time probably being when his father had beaten him black and blue over something as small and meanginless as the milk having turned sour seeing as Kael had left it out too long. Hearing Ryland say Shh, tis ok Kael" caused the larger male to sniffle.

He hated crying or showing any sort of emotion. It was just now what Kael Sawyer did. Kael Sawyer was above all else heartless and cold. He cared for nobody or nothing. But the more he found himself thinking the more confused Kael was. Two people held his attention and at first he had thought it was nothing but quick fucks off both of them. But there was something else and confusion had taken over. Kael did not know if he wanted go to left or right. Up or down. He was lost, confused and scared.

Feeling Ryland deepen the kisses Kael groaned as he felt Ry's tongue slide into his mouth. The slow caress was alien to Kael but it was a welcomed new expeirience. With his eyes closed the larger of the two males intensified the kiss. Rubbing his tongue a little harder against Ry's before slowing down once more. Keeping his passion at bay as best he could. Feeling his own zipped becoming undone by Ryland's nimble fingers Kael stopped kissing and pulled back. A little flushed in the face he grunted feeling those fingers slide down his already hardering member.

"mmm Ry" Kael managed to mutter through clenched teeth. All of this gentle stuff was weird, But it was nice. It made each one of Kael's senses more alert made the over all expeirience better and they'd not even gotten to the fucking yet. Shaking his head Kael slid off of Ryland's lap grabbing his hand and tugging the other male to his feet. Looking both left and right he smirked hurrying across the hallway towards the janitor's closet. Opening the door he pulled Ryland in wrapping his arms around him and kissing him passionatly before dropping to his knees before Ryland. In one quick movement Kael had slid down Ry's jeans, leaving them pooled around the other's ankles . Tugging at the material of Ryland's boxers with his teeth Kael's hands came to rest on his companion's hips. With the skill of a man who had fucked-a-plenty Kael slid down Ry'a boxers with the assistance of his mouth leaving nothing between his mouth and Ryland's member. A smirk crossed his lips as he looked up at the smaller male and grinned mischeviously dipping down took Ryland in his hand licking at the tip of his companion's dick. An arm by now had wrapped about his waist tugging him closer as he proceeded to tease with his tongue.

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STATUS Finally Finished !
NOTES EPIC FAIL I sowwy DX
WORDSGod knows?!
TAGGED TESSY
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !