IS YOUR BUN IN THE OVEN!?

[isa2]

I WON'T STOP THIS DRINKING

Joelle sat on her bed bitting her nails. It was not a habit in which she liked to do, and rarely bite her nails. It was a nervous transaction that she wasn't even aware of what she was doing. After talking to Kael on instant messenger, Joey had gone out to the closest drug store. It was not something she had really wanted to do, but knew she must do. She had avoided it long enough, and while she wanted nothing more than to pretend the problem wasn't there anymore, she simply couldn't. Well she could, but she just wasn't being allowed. Kael wanted to know. Maybe a small part of herself wanted to know as well, that way she didn't royally fuck things over, like she knew she very well could.

Joey thought about all the life changing events she might have to go through very soon. If her fears were founded true, she'd have to give up all the partying, and all the drinking that came along with it. Already she was giving up sex with random people, she did that for the sake of her relationship with Kael. After all the drama, some heartache, and tons of sex, Joey had realized that she wasn't as iced out as she thought she was. At least not where Kael was concerned. When he had announced his feelings for her, she had freaked out. Joey had thought that all she had wanted from Kael was emotion-free sex. If it wasn't for Holly campagineing relationships to her, Joey wasn't sure if she would have ever realized her feelings for Kael, her true feelings. Of course by the time she realized those feelings Kael had made a publicannoucement in the chatroom, on purpose or not, that he and Ryland were dating. Boy did that cause some problems they didn't need.

She remembered the intense feelings she was having, the need to cry was great. When Holly got on, it was about all she could do no to spill everything to the girl who was quickly becoming her only close friend. One thing lead to another and the next thing Joey knew she wasn't just worrying about Kael, but about her future. Was she ready to become a mother? Joey looked over at the timer. In five minutes she would find out. Joey reverted her eyes to a spot on the bed beside her, where her cell phone rang. She had promised to call Kael when the results were done. Figureing that by the time he would actually get to the room that the results would be in, Joey picked up her phone to call him.

oh dear god, Kael
i'm such a mess
3OH3!'s Still Around has kept me sane!
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[kael]

Ever since Joey's arrival Kael had been on edge. Waiting for the news. Was he going to be a father? Was he not? What would happen if he was going to become a father? How would he cope with a baby? How could Joey cope? The questions were quickly driving the male insane and he could do nothing but pace back and forth across his and Ryland's dorm room. Ryland - Another cause for concern. The guy was far too skinny for it to even be healthy. Who would have guessed that Kael Reese Sawyer actually had a heart underneath all that bravado and hard-guy act? Cursing under his breath Kael plonked down on his bed and frowned.

Each part of his body ached and cried out for him to lay back down and just relax. But he would not allow himself to do that. No. He needed to find out what was going out. What Joey was doing. Was she pissing on the fucking stick right now? and if so why was it taking so freaking long for her to call him back?! Kael growled under his breath rising from his bed he crossed over the room and pulled the door open. No longer was he going to sit and wait. Joey could get fucked - well she already had but not in the sense he was currently meaning. If she thought he was going to sit there and slowly go insane as questions ciruclated in his mind then sheh ad another thing coming. Besides Kael had never reacted well to demands in the past so why start now.

Heading down the corridor Kael felt his phone vibrate and the ringtone started to echo down the corridor. Fumbling to get the cell phone out he checked the called ID and quickly answered "Joey?" He asked in an almost unbeleiavably soft tone "W-What's the vedrict?" The cut throat asked heading down the corridor and already knowing where he was going. To see Joey was where he was headed and be it good or bad news he's be there - The bads news being that she was not pregnant seeing as Kael had often found himself wondering what sort of father he would make. If he could raise a kid and if he could actually do right by another human bring. If she was pregnant then Kael had already decided - It was to be kept a secret from as many people as humanly possible. Especially with his and Joey's track record the male highly doubted the authorities would let them keep it. As soon as he reached the door Kael hung up the phone and tapped on the wood waiting for an answer.

[isa2]

I WON'T STOP THIS DRINKING

Joey resisted the urge to through her phone at the hall while she waited for Kael to pick up. Not so much because she didn't want to talk to you, because she did want too, but because of the reason she was calling him. Who wanted to face up to the news that one may be pregnant. That just wasn't something Joey wanted to do. It wasn't like her to face her problems head on. She liked to push them to the back of her mind until the last possible second. Except now, when she clearly was faceing up to facts. She almost sighed desprately when Kael picked up his phone. " If you head over now by the time you get here the verdict should be in. " Joey said to the man that was now her boyfriend.

She knew Kael had some issues. Largely temper issues, had seen some of his lesser violent temper tantrums, was glad she didn't see the bigger ones. However, despite his issues, she had grown to love him when all it should have been was sex. He had messed things up for her, and she knew she would never be the same with out him. Sure she'd probably still be a sex addict, but she'd only ever want him. Only mentally ever want him, she wasn't sure if her body would betray her heart or not, but she seriously hoped it wouldn't. Kael wasn't the only one with issues, obviously she was also attending the school. She had some mental issues. She was a sex addict, although that wasn't the reason for her attending Fitzgerald. No that reason was for almost cutting her friend's neck, which would have killed her.

Which brought on the issue of having the baby. She was sure the government wouldn't see them as fit parents. They would probably want to take the baby away before they could even name it, which would seriously break Joey's heart. While the idea of being a mother scared the shit out of her, she knew once she was, she just couldn't give the child up that easily. She would fight for it! Fight with all she had. Joey thought about her friend Holly, perhaps she too could help fight. Holly had fastly become somoene Joey could depend on for help. When she heard the knock on her door, Joey moved slowly from her bed to answer the door. She opened it and took a step back to allow Kael more room to enter her room. " I'm scared to look." She told him honestly. Her heart had started to pound. Now was the time to look. She moved over to where she had put the stick, picked it up, and closed her eyes. She fliped it over so that whatever the answer would be, it would face it. She slowly opened her eyes and the pink plus sign seemed to be glaring at her. Her fears confirmed. She was pregnant.

oh dear god, Kael
i'm such a mess
3OH3!'s Still Around has kept me sane!
this template was created by isa the great

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[kael]

Everything that had happened recently had slowly drained the energy and arrogance out of Kael. He did not want to act like a bitch right now. Not with his mind as troubled as it was. Delilah was just a downright oppinionated bitch and Kael would have loved to smack that smug look off of her face. Damn if they were ever stuck in a room together he would have caused her some fucking damage that was for sure. Then there was Holly - Ryland's ex who annoyed the shit out of him. The girl was a skank. Well Joey was a bit of a skank but at least she was now his skank and as long as she only got freaky with him he could give two shits what people said.

Kael had never before been in a situation where he had been confused. Feelings had just been alien to him, He had never admitted to them. Making himself numb from the world and void of all feelings - His father was the one to thank for that. His cruel, cold and heartless father who had done nothing but beat on his son for years. Probably the dick was to blame for how Kael had turned out. Kael's reason for attenting Fitzgerald was because he had injured a police officer -Almost killing him. It had been a choice - Fitz or prison. With Kael's issues they had accepted him into the academy without a problem.

As the door opened Kael did his best to try and look cool leaning against the doorframe. But the look on Joey's face made him step into the room, Close the door behind him and step closer to her. Reaching out uncertainly he took her free hand and brought it up to his lips. Perhaps Kael would never be cured of his issues and maybe he would never be the best guy in the world. But he was trying and that had to count for something right?

I'm scared to look He heard her say. Looking down Kael nodded slowly. They were just teens. Young and scared, Bubbling over with major issues but if Joey was pregnant, If they had created life then Kael was not about to run away from the responsibility - Even if he did not know if he was the father. A DNA test once the baby was born would determine that but for now if she was with child he would take it as if it was his own and nobody else's.

Watching Joey flip over the pregnancy test he frowned in confusion stepping up behind her and peering over her shouted at the pee stick he bit his lip seeing the positive sign he wrapped an arm around her waist slowly. Resting his hand on her stomach and his chin on her shoulder "Guess we need to start growing up huh?" Kael whispered into her ear using his free hand to brush aside a few strands of her hair as he lay light kisses to her neck.

[isa2]

I WON'T STOP THIS DRINKING

While Joey was sure Kael questioned the paternaty of the baby she now knew she carried, she did not. Sure she had slept with more people than she knew what to do with, but she knew something Kael didn't, and it wasn't something she was going to share with him because it would raise his temper and it would probably break them up, and she did not want to let go of Kael now that they were an item. He was the best thing that had happened to her. It would absolutely crush her to have to see him look at her with anything but love. Ok so there were those rare times when he looked at her angerily, not really too rare, but there was always love in his eyes. Love for her, even through the 'Ryland' inccident.

The night they had first met, she had accidently forgotten to take her birth control pill. She hadn't found out until recently, when she noticed she had had one extra pill on the days she should have been takeing the white plusabo pills. That was part of the reason she had been avoiding taking the stupid test. It was one stupid forgetful move, and she had not wanted to see if she would be paying for that mistake for the rest of her life. In no way shape or form was she ready to become a mother. She would make a terrible mother, just look at all her problems. The authority probably wouldn't even let her try to be a good mother to the baby growing inside of her. Joey tried to take a breath to calm herself down, but her nerves were too busy jolting all over the place for it to really work for her.

Joey felt Kael come up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waste, resting his hand on her stomach and his chin on her shoulder. She place her hands on top of his, and tilted her head a bit to accomidate for his being on her shoulder. She rested it slightly against his own and sighed. She didn't have an a reply to his words about growing up, felt that she did not need to respond to them. He brushed aside a few stray pieces of hair and started kissing her neck lightly. She knew it was a terrible time to be turned on, but that was exactly what she was feeling. She put the stick back down and allowed her body to lean into his. She brought one hand up to roam a bit at his hair that it could reach.

The cravings of lust were coming, she could feel the being bottled up at the pit of where-ever they came from. But this time, like with many times that she knew would happen in the future, she was with someone she loved, someone she could not get enough of, and that alone made it alright for her. Made her not so afraid. She was sober, which made all the difference in the world to her. Her other hand took control of his, moving it slowly up her adnomal, inching its way up to her breast.

oh dear god, Kael
i'm such a mess
3OH3!'s Still Around has kept me sane!
this template was created by isa the great

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