I'm Going Under (Open)

[davakin8]

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Forget our memories!! Forget our possibilities!!

Life at Fitzgerald was hell. Everyone knew it. Or at least that's how a lot of the students there felt. Walking from class to class was like walking the pathways of hell from one torture chamber to the next. Being punished for sins you probably never even committed. Every teacher a demon, every other student another branded soul bound for damnation. What had brought Allison to a place like this? It's hard to explain but she'd likely blame it on her parents.

When Sydney was younger she was a total angel. She did everything she was asked to do. She was as helpful as she could be or that she could allow herself to be. She was happy with it and enjoyed it. At least until she realized no one in the world gave a shit about how kind and helpful she was. She just did things for people who could easily do them for themselves and didn't care to even thank her for doing them for them. That's when the changes began.

The first of these changes was her attitude towards people. She saw them as beings unfit of being appreciated. Especially those who openly expressed their lack of care for the efforts of others. She became more vicious, willing and capable of harming people both physically and emotionally without any personal repercussion upon herself. Well that's not exactly true, she started to lose friends, or if you want to put it in a very cliche fashion. Friends were dropping off her good list like flies. They started to hate or fear her. She was 'losing it' as her mother put it.

So without further questioning her parents signed the forms for Fitzgerald Boarding School and after two days of involuntary packing Sydney was gone. Well not gone from her perspective but at Fitzgerald and gone from the lives of her parents for a very long time. Or at least they hoped. Of course while she was at Fitzgerald the changes didn't go away or change back. They got worse. She started to exhibit psychotic tendencies. She would hurt people for no reason just because she wanted to. Wanted to watch them feel helpless. No she never killed anyone but she sure did drive a few students into fatal depressions. Normally her 'attacks' left students involved as manic depressives. Sad, I know.

Well there is one thing aside from all that that Sydney did love about being her. It was the fact she could eat anything she wanted without having to worry at all about what it would do to her. So she spent at least five of her meals a week at McDonalds where she knew not many girls or even boys would bother to talk to her. They'd just think she was some kind of freak. Well Sydney was okay with that. She had herself, hair, clothes and company. She didn't need anyone else. But that wasn't likely going to stay the same for very long. In a matter of minutes that could change and Sydney would have to be a bitch to the next person who confronted her. Or she could just fake being nice, and lie her way close to them and then if she wanted to, rip their feelings out by maliciously. That was always fun.

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[davakin8]

Don’t stay
Forget our memories!! Forget our possibilities!!

Sydney had been to McDonald's many a time before. Sometimes with Jesse, and sometimes without him. More and more frequently she was spending time by herself. Perhaps it was because of where their relationship was going. She hated how he seemed to constantly lie to her no matter how easy it would be just to tell her the truth and then maybe it was just all the drugs. She didn't care. Okay that's a lie, she cared a bit. Why? She didn't know, but there was something about him that she just remained attracted to. Maybe it was his looks or maybe it was the potential that there was a different guy buried inside that body of his somewhere. From the way things were going though she wasn't going to see that guy any time soon.

She had just finished ordering her food which was her regular salad, fries, hamburger iwth everything on it and a large soda filled to the brim with ice water. So she ate a hamburger and fries yes, but that didn't mean she was going to over sugar her body with soda. If there was any drink in this world she was disgusted by it was soda. The carbonation bothered her stomach and the sugar just bounced her off walls like mad. Her choice addiction was caffeine, or better put, coffee. In particular lattes because she'd grown up on them, drinking them with her mother and brother. Lately however she was trying to find a new coffee drink that wouldn't remind her of her bitch of a mother and wimp of a brother. That would only drag her day down to a regrettable, infuriating low.

So, before taking her food she looked at it, formulated a complaint and looked at the server behind the counter. She opened her burger and showed the contents to the woman and pointed at the area where a pickle or two should be. "I asked for pickles lady! Are you deaf? Christ..." She was enjoying herself now. The woman was apologizing over and over in a pathetic bumble and trying to tell Sydney she hadn't heard anything about Sydney wanting pickles. "Never mind... It's too late now isn't it? I'll just have to eat it as it is." She turned and left the counter with her food without a single extra comment leaving the server completely confused and upset. Sydney smirked to herself and sat at a booth near the front so she could watch as the manager reprimanded the server. Chaos and drama, probably two of the only good things that could be stirred up effortlessly.

Just as she was about to enjoy the climax of the argument behind the counter she heard her name uttered in a lame way. "Yeah, that's my name... what do you- Oh it's you..." She had turned her head and seen Jesse standing there. He looked like he could be either high or sobering and that was how she usually saw him most of the time. Or at least she'd come to realize that that's what it was and that it wasn't a normal consistency of mood. She took the moment to wonder if he took drugs en mass before seeing her just to cope with her. The thought made her sick so she took a gulp of her ice water and stood up. "Why are you here? The Lee twins not answering their calls again? And since when did you come to McDonald's when I wasn't with you?" She was being all bitchy and questioning now. She knew it and she loved it. So she was going to see where that would take them today. They weren't officially on a date so she could treat it as if they were just two random people who happened to know one another.

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