Post by BARNABAS JORDAN MCHALE on Feb 2, 2010 20:56:45 GMT -5
BARNABAS JORDAN MCHALE
[/font]" you're a train wreck, but i wouldn't love you if you changed
"[/font]
[/center]FULL NAME: Barnabas Jordan McHale[/blockquote]
AGE: Seventeen
MEMBER GROUP: Cut Throats
GRADE: Senior
BIRTH PLACE: Los Angeles, California
RELIGION: Atheist
SEXUALITY: Straight
PLAYBY: Joseph Jonas
AND IF YOU SWEAR THAT
[/font]" THERE'S NO TRUTH AND WHO CARES, WHY DO YOU SAY IT LIKE YOU'RE RIGHT? "[/font][/center]
HEY THERE, WHAT"S YOUR NAME?[/b][/size][/color]
"name's barnabas. pretty name i feel. at school i was kind of teased at times because i seemed to be named after a saint, but it seemed to make me feel better about myself. those things saints like what the f***! well, i'm not.. but that's another story really. "
WELL THAT'S PRETTY FUCKING AMAZING. HOW OLD ARE YOU? WHEN'S YOUR BIRTHDAY? DO YOU LIKE YOUR AGE? WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN?[/b][/size][/color]
"whoa, that's a lot of questions mate. first off, i'm seventeen and was born july 17. year really isn't an issue. my age is fine really. i'm not legal, which is a good thing i think, but there are some down side to being a minor, but now i don't care. also, i'm a senior. one more year and i'm outta here. "
AWESOME. SO WHAT ABOUT YOU? WHAT ARE YOU LIKE, YOU KNOW, AS A "PERSON"?[/b][/size][/color]
"as a person? well to sum it up really, i'm a cannibalistic serial killer. no, seriously, i am. that could be the reason i'm here, but at least i'm not anorexic or anything. no offense, but i eat, i just don't eat normally. another thing you could say is that i'm a little off my nut, i mean what other reason would there be for me to be the way i am? kay, let's think.. what else is there about me that would be cool for ya'll to know? well at heart i'm pretty much a five year old girl, i'm like amused by the simpliest of things and get distracted easily, and talk way too much for my own good, but i'm actually super smart. if i wasn't i would have been caught ages ago. "
SWEET. SO HOW DID YOU GET HERE? HOW FUCKED UP ARE YOU? TELL ME ABOUT YOUR PAST. GO.[/b][/color]
"i just said this. killer. serial. cannibal. i was stupid one night, and was caught "in the act" and was thrown here. fun huh. whatever. it's better than jail right? anyway, my past.. well pretty basic. i was born, i grew up, but my life started really at thirteen. i met a boy, name escapes me now, but i think i loved him, but one night after a party we got into an accident. one where he died and i was left in a coma. me mum said that i was in that coma for like two weeks before i woke up. i was changed after that. a monster. i don't really know what drove me to my first kill, but the moment that i tasted his sweet flesh, i was sold. since then; barabas' comin' to play (: "
WANNA TELL US SOME LIKES?[/b][/size][/color]
"likes? they should be pretty obvious from what i've told you, but i guess i could be willing to list a few. blood and flesh and up there, of course. just something about it attracts me so. maybe it's the metallic taste, or the way that the thick ruby red liquid runs down my throat, lighting up my senses like a live wire. mmm.. anyway... Butterflies, I love butterflies. somedays I wish that I was able to chase the little buggers without looking like a freak, y'know 'cause i don't exactly look five now do i. a few other things i like are: the outdoors, being alone, knives, running, hunting, chocolate... yeah that's pretty much all i can think of right now... "
AND SOME DISLIKES?[/b][/size][/color]
"oh dislikes, everyone's little weakness. wait what? yeah, my dislikes, uhm... i don't exactly have that many, but i guess i have enough. i'm pretty much a person who likes almost anything, but when it comes to things that i don't like i kind of loathe them y'know? anyway, dislikes, dislikes, uhm... rain is one, it's basically because when it's raining no one goes out, which means i lose a meal or two. oh, and don't get me started on skittles. those things are like created by the devil or something. they're just so evil! not that i'm not evil, but they're just so... happy! other things i don't like are: rap music, cold weather, 'chick flicks', police and fruit. yep. that's me. "
I GUESS WE'RE DONE HERE. ANYTHING ELSE?[/b][/size][/color]
"well glad chattin' wit cha. now i must depart and do something a little more productive. "
WHY ARE YOU SCARED TO
[/font]" DREAM OF GOD WHEN IT'S SALVATION THAT YOU WANT? "[/font][/center]
NAME: kaitlyn
AGE: sixteen
EXPERIENCE: two years
TIME ZONE: eastern
OTHER CHARACTERS: no others as of yet
Well, we can't have that, can we? Shaking his head, Nathaniel chuckled. The comment had proved that she cared for him, as a friend, regardless of what he'd turned into, well that or she was just playing with him, and it would hurt him if she was. Although Nate wasn't really hurt easily, when it came to his friends, especially Audrey, he was hurt a little easier. Little things feeling like blades against his perfectly tanned skin, larger things like stabs to his heart.
"No! No, not at all. I'd be honored." Nate smiled at Audrey and made his way over to the couch and sat down. He watched her as she maneuvered to the other side of the room and came back a shiny acoustic guitar in her hand. He stood up and took the guitar from her hand starting down at the delicate wooden instrument. It took a moment for him to register it, but once it had, he realized that Audrey had handed him her favorite guitar. The one that she had been playing the day that they'd met. The day after Nate had been 'discovered'.
Nate smiled and sat back down on the couch brushing his calloused fingers over the steel strings and wood finish just reminiscing on the memory of that very day when he first laid his eyes on the beautiful goddess that soon became his best friend, and although that's all she'd ever be, he was happy that he was able to at least see her and talk to her despite what he truly felt for her. Bringing himself back to reality, Nate unfolded the paper that had the song written inside and set it in front of him on the couch. He smiled down at the song, proud of himself that he was able to actually sit down and write something that didn't have any sexual references or vulgar language. It actually reminded him of a couple song's he'd written in the past, but never actually recorded them out of fear that someone would realize who they were about, but this one he knew was going to be recorded and would become his newest single despite what the record label thought.
Taking a deep breath, Nate looked up at Audrey and readied his fingers on the strings so that he could start the song. He adverted his eyes down onto the paper in front of him, the messy writing and scratched out words making total sense to him, even if it didn't for others. Biting his lip, Nate closed his eyes and began to play, the enchanting sound of the acoustic echoing off the off white walls, and filling their ears with the magnificent melody. After a couple of bars, Nate let go of his lip and began to sing. He opened his eyes and looked straight at Audrey ignoring all the butterflies and his racing heart as he always did when he preformed.
"You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was being such a fool
And I didn't deserve you " The words that Nate sang ran mostly true. He'd put in several things that had never really happened, but after writing the chorus, he needed something to fill the void, something that would flow with the song and not be suspected who it was about. Although if one thought about it hard, and knew Nate they would know exactly who the song was about; Audrey.
"I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Lookin' at the letter you that you left
[The letter that you left, will I ever get you back]
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
[ooh aahh, ooh ahh]
Dreaming about when I'll see you next
[When will I see you next, will I ever get you back]
Knowing that I never will forget
That I was being such a fool
And I still don't deserve you" Every line that Nate sang was full of passion and more emotion that he or anyone else would ever figure coming from him. With each word, each syllable, that he let escape from his mouth Nate felt more and more liable to cry, the words causing tears in his heart from the truth behind the words that were visible between the lines of the song. He wanted everything he'd written to come true. He wanted to hear Audrey say that he loved him more than just a brother, and he didn't want to live another day knowing that all Audrey felt for him was friendship. It was something he wasn't going to be able to handle any longer. It pained him too much.
"I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
Cause I'm dyin' without your love (yeah!)
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
Cause you know that truth means so much more
Cause you would if you could, don't lie
Cause I'd give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you
Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Yeah!
Don't wanna fall asleep (Don't wanna fall asleep)
Cause I don't know if I'll get up (Who knows if I'd get up)
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love (Yeah!)
I'm beggin' to hear your voice (Let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too (Tell me you love me too)
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you " Nathaniel finished the song as quickly as he could, while keeping the slow tempo. The tears that had started to form in his eyes Pryor to the third chorus now slowly trickled down his bronzed cheeks, his caramel eyes blood-shot and swollen. He took a deep breath and wiped the tears away with his sleeve while he carefully placed the guitar on the floor next to him, resting the neck against his leg. "Did you like it?" He asked, his voice cracking lightly.
"No! No, not at all. I'd be honored." Nate smiled at Audrey and made his way over to the couch and sat down. He watched her as she maneuvered to the other side of the room and came back a shiny acoustic guitar in her hand. He stood up and took the guitar from her hand starting down at the delicate wooden instrument. It took a moment for him to register it, but once it had, he realized that Audrey had handed him her favorite guitar. The one that she had been playing the day that they'd met. The day after Nate had been 'discovered'.
Nate smiled and sat back down on the couch brushing his calloused fingers over the steel strings and wood finish just reminiscing on the memory of that very day when he first laid his eyes on the beautiful goddess that soon became his best friend, and although that's all she'd ever be, he was happy that he was able to at least see her and talk to her despite what he truly felt for her. Bringing himself back to reality, Nate unfolded the paper that had the song written inside and set it in front of him on the couch. He smiled down at the song, proud of himself that he was able to actually sit down and write something that didn't have any sexual references or vulgar language. It actually reminded him of a couple song's he'd written in the past, but never actually recorded them out of fear that someone would realize who they were about, but this one he knew was going to be recorded and would become his newest single despite what the record label thought.
Taking a deep breath, Nate looked up at Audrey and readied his fingers on the strings so that he could start the song. He adverted his eyes down onto the paper in front of him, the messy writing and scratched out words making total sense to him, even if it didn't for others. Biting his lip, Nate closed his eyes and began to play, the enchanting sound of the acoustic echoing off the off white walls, and filling their ears with the magnificent melody. After a couple of bars, Nate let go of his lip and began to sing. He opened his eyes and looked straight at Audrey ignoring all the butterflies and his racing heart as he always did when he preformed.
"You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was being such a fool
And I didn't deserve you " The words that Nate sang ran mostly true. He'd put in several things that had never really happened, but after writing the chorus, he needed something to fill the void, something that would flow with the song and not be suspected who it was about. Although if one thought about it hard, and knew Nate they would know exactly who the song was about; Audrey.
"I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Lookin' at the letter you that you left
[The letter that you left, will I ever get you back]
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
[ooh aahh, ooh ahh]
Dreaming about when I'll see you next
[When will I see you next, will I ever get you back]
Knowing that I never will forget
That I was being such a fool
And I still don't deserve you" Every line that Nate sang was full of passion and more emotion that he or anyone else would ever figure coming from him. With each word, each syllable, that he let escape from his mouth Nate felt more and more liable to cry, the words causing tears in his heart from the truth behind the words that were visible between the lines of the song. He wanted everything he'd written to come true. He wanted to hear Audrey say that he loved him more than just a brother, and he didn't want to live another day knowing that all Audrey felt for him was friendship. It was something he wasn't going to be able to handle any longer. It pained him too much.
"I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
Cause I'm dyin' without your love (yeah!)
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
So tell me what we're fighting for
Cause you know that truth means so much more
Cause you would if you could, don't lie
Cause I'd give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you
Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Yeah!
Don't wanna fall asleep (Don't wanna fall asleep)
Cause I don't know if I'll get up (Who knows if I'd get up)
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love (Yeah!)
I'm beggin' to hear your voice (Let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too (Tell me you love me too)
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you " Nathaniel finished the song as quickly as he could, while keeping the slow tempo. The tears that had started to form in his eyes Pryor to the third chorus now slowly trickled down his bronzed cheeks, his caramel eyes blood-shot and swollen. He took a deep breath and wiped the tears away with his sleeve while he carefully placed the guitar on the floor next to him, resting the neck against his leg. "Did you like it?" He asked, his voice cracking lightly.
