Post by BAYLEE MARIE HAIN on Jan 17, 2010 23:07:31 GMT -5
BAYLEE MARIE HAIN
[/font]" WHATCHYA WAITING FOR? IT'S ALRIGHT, CAUSE THERE'S BEAUTY IN THE BREAK DOWN. "[/font]
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FULL NAME: baylee marie hain[/blockquote]
AGE: seventeen
MEMBER GROUP: whack job
GRADE: junior
BIRTH PLACE: russia.
RELIGION: dunno.
SEXUALITY: bi-sexual.
PLAYBY: anna whites
AND IF YOU SWEAR THAT
[/font]" THERE'S NO TRUTH AND WHO CARES, WHY DO YOU SAY IT LIKE YOU'RE RIGHT? "[/font][/center]
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journal entry 4,
i heard a noise today. and then a voice soon followed it. but when i looked over, no one was there. it started out quiet, like a whisper. but then the person got louder. still, no one was there. they kept talking to me all day, and i finally started talking back. i held a conversation with them, and when i asked if they'd show themselves to me, they said they already had. yet, i hadn't seen anyone all day. is that odd?
journal entry 5,
why wont they leave me alone? i can hear them, at any moment of the day. at all hours. even in my sleep, they're whispering in my ear. they just wont leave me alone. mom says it's in my head. but they're here. right now. talking to me. telling me to hurt them. anyone close to me. why wont they stop? even when i have something covering my ears, they're loud enough i hear them. but no one else can. she says i need help, but we don't have the money for it. dad thinks it'll pass over time, and that it's nothing. but they keep saying to do it... that it'll make them stop, they'll leave me alone if i do it. but i don't want to. what do i do? i don't want to hurt him. he's only four. but they say i should, it'll help him in the end. i can't think straight anymore. i don't know what to do anymore. i think.. i'm going to do it..
journal entry 6,
they haven't left. they wont leave. they're even louder now. i can't turn to anyone. i don't want to hurt my brother. i really don't. but i have no idea how much more i can take. i ache every morning. like the voices are doing something if i don't do as they say. i get in trouble too much now. but my parents don't care. they never did. the doctor says it's nothing. he says i just imagine it all. they aren't real. mom made me go, apparently i'm bi-polar. i started having mood swings really bad. apparently, i'd go from the sweetest little thing, to the devil. i don't believe it. because i can never remember any of it. so it must not be true then?
journal entry 7,[/i]
good news! the doctor gave me some pill. i have to take it three times a day, and meet with him twice a week. but they're gone. they left me alone. i don't have to worry about them whispering in my ear. or beating me. it's great. i can finally move on with my life now. and not have to worry about hurting my little brother. isn't that amazing news? i even made a new friend! though, no one believes me that i've met her. they look at me like i'm crazy. like they don't see her. but she's so nice. and i feel like i belong with her, you know? i don't know. i'm glad she gets me though. she says she use to have the same problems. and that she's all better now. and that i will be too, it'll only take a matter of time. but i can't wait. i think it's working now. and i wont have to deal with it ever again. OH! she's here. she's here.
journal entry 8,[/i]
i'm leaving. they came back. even worse than before. the pills no longer work. mom gave up. she said this is the best choice they can make. they can't afford much more help than this school. the voices, they grew louder. they grew meaner. i've got scars, from where i've been hurt. mom says i do it to myself. but i don't, if i do i don't remember it. so how could that be? dad says i need help. it's all in my mind. but how could that be. my friend.. she's no longer my friend. i hate her. she got mean too.. she says horrid things. but.. i guess this is good bye then. maybe when i come back, i'll be better? i hope so..
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WHY ARE YOU SCARED TO
[/font]" DREAM OF GOD WHEN IT'S SALVATION THAT YOU WANT? "[/font][/center]
NAME: gis.
AGE: 15
EXPERIENCE: 2 years
TIME ZONE: central
OTHER CHARACTERS: emilee. conner. alice. and skylar.
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