Post by CALEN ALEXANDER CHEVALIER on Jan 15, 2010 21:53:04 GMT -5
CALEN ALEXANDER CHEVALIER
[/font]" I KNOW WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST. BEING ALONE, JUST LIKE THEM, BEING ALIVE BUT FEELING SO DEAD. "[/font]
[/center]FULL NAME: calen alexander chevalier[/blockquote]
AGE: sixteen
MEMBER GROUP: whack job
GRADE: tenth
BIRTH PLACE: lorraine, france
RELIGION: not really sure. Raised as a Christian.
SEXUALITY: Gay as a fruit salad.
PLAYBY: Jarrod Matthew!
AND IF YOU SWEAR THAT
[/font]" THERE'S NO TRUTH AND WHO CARES, WHY DO YOU SAY IT LIKE YOU'RE RIGHT? "[/font][/center]
Calen is very introverted. It has something to do with his past.. He has been sheltered his whole life from the outside world and didn't know that how his family was treating him was wrong,for the longest time. He will not talk unless made to, and if he is made to, he will probably end up in tears. He doesn't like people and tries to steer clear of them at all costs. He hates it when girls go all gaga over him.... No matter how many times he tells them he is gay, they just seem to cling to him, and he hates it. He is very clingy, wanting to be around his current boyfriend all the time, but he doesn't like anyone other than the boy he is with clinging to him....not that he has ever had a boy friend. His parents would kill him if they found out.
Calen needs his alone time. It is normally spent in a corner, under a blanket or just laying in the floor. Yeah, he in an odd one. He tried not to let anyone know about his suicidal attempts. He isn't necessarily proud of this, but it makes him feel better.
Calen in brutally honest. If you ask him if a shirt makes you look fat, he'll tell you. He never lies about anything and can't stand liars. He isn't used to have many, if any, friends, so good luck trying to be friend him. He is a real hopeless romantic. He always dreams about the perfect boy and how he'll meet him one day and they will be perfect together....He has just yet to find anyone who accepts his flaws.
Calen is very girlish in his mannerisms. He will not leave the house without eyeliner and his hair being done. Not that he is trying to impress anyone, but Calen has very low self-esteem. He can not take a compliment for anything. He thinks badly of himself and you can tell, just by the way he looks at himself in the mirror. He is a shoe and clothes whore He loves shopping, probably a little more than a girl. Calen is a passifist and cannot and will not fight for anything.
Calen was born into a family who honestly, wasn't ready for him and didn't want him. And they always let the little boy know. He grew up being quiet and shy, not wanting to be in anyone's way. His dad would go off for business trips, leaving him alone with only his mom, who would always slap the boy around to make him mind. This is why Calen always feels the need to apologize to everyone. He was sheltered from the out side world, being home schooled and never leaving the house unless it was to go to the store with his dad or something. Calen has a little sister who is two years younger than him. Her name is Elise. They have been very close. Calen used to try to shelter her from getting hurt by his mom, too.
The treatment he got from his dad get progressively worse. When Calen was thirteen, he started cutting him self, and his parents found out and punished him more which, just meant beating the shit out of him more. He just quit talking,and would sneak out at night to go walk to clear his mind, that's where he met mister drug dealer. He soon got hooked and it was all he could think of. It helped him with his problems so much and he didn't feel bad when he was high.
His parents had two gypsy vanners and a foal, that was seriously sick. They were going to have it put down, but Calen saved up all he had to save the foal, which he pretty much adopted, and it taught him how to ride and jump...Along with his parents...who pretty much forced him to learn to ride, but he didn't regret it.
His self esteem got worse, along with his grades, and his mom and dad were pissed at him. He would go days without eating, just cause he wouldn't leave his room. He was more depressed than ever, and he didn't have anyone to talk to. When he was sixteen, his parents found out that he was still cutting and he was now doing drugs. They found out about the schcool and shipped their little boy off.
WHY ARE YOU SCARED TO
[/font]" DREAM OF GOD WHEN IT'S SALVATION THAT YOU WANT? "[/font][/center]
NAME: HANNAHH
AGE: almost sixteen!
EXPERIENCE: five year
TIME ZONE: EST
OTHER CHARACTERS: NONE
RP SAMPLE HERE,
It's my thoughts you can't decode.
Harper was asleep -- in her own bed this time. She was probably dreaming of Hello Kitty and Bunny rabbits, her two obsessions. She really hadn't slept good for the last couple of nights.... Well, except for the other night with Toby. something about him made her feel calm and made her forget about the sad things in her life. Looking at the seventeen year old, you wouldn't be able to tell that there was anything sad in her life. She was always happy and joyful, and it really wasn't a cover up. Harper knew that there was no use in being sad all the time, and moping got her no where, so she decided to try and be happy as much as she could, and it had worked pretty well so far. She felt her black berry vibrate but didn't bother to pick it up, she was still very much asleep. She didn't really want to wake up yet, but Kimbra needed her breakfast and Stick was also probably hungry. She groaned and threw the covers off of her and placed her feet on the ground. She was sleeping in the same thing that she wore the other night at Toby's cabin. A pair of Hello Kitty shorts with a pink tank top. she let her hair down from the pony tail holder it was in and walked right over to Stick's cage. "Hey baby." She said as she picked the box turtle up. She grabbed a container by the cage which held a bunch of earth worms. She picked one up and dropped it in the cage for stick to eat. Now that he was taken care of, Harper just had to get herself dressed and go feed Kimbra. But first, she decided to check the message on her phone. Her eyes lit up whenever she heard that it was Toby. He said that she could meet him in the ball room if she wanted to. She hung the phone up and began to get ready.
But first -- she needed a shower. She hopped in and washed her hair and then hopped out, looking for her clothes she she was going to wear today. First, she found a pink pair of skinny jeans. She pulled them on and sighed. Like most everything she owned, they were almost too big for her. She could barely fit in a size 00. She hated being so tiny, but it wasn't like she could help it now. Her body pretty much rejected food of any kind. She sighed as she found her studded belt and threaded it through the loops of her pants. Once it was fastened, she began to look for a shirt. The one she found was a gray Hello Kitty shirt. Surprise. She slipped in on and then found her Hello Kitty necklace. She put it around her neck and sighed. The next thing to do was her hair. She grabbed the blow dryer from under the sink and plugged it in. She began to dry her hair. After a little while, her hair was completely dry, just a bit wavy. So, she go her straightener and let it heat up while she was getting her shoes on. they were a pair of slip on vans. After she got that done, her straightener was hot and she started on her hair. It took her about five minutes to do her whole head of hair and then she un plugged it. She was going to let her hair stay straight today and not really tease it. She really wasn't in the mood.
She grabbed her phone and started out the door. She would have went into the ball room, but she had a hungry Andalusian in the barn who was probably freaking out that she hadn't been fed yet. She made her way out of the door and down to the barn. She saw her horse kicking the stall door and Harper sighed. "Hang on, baby." she said, walking into the feed room and opening the trash can that held all of Kimbra's feed and supplements. She grabbed Kimbra's huge, rubber bowl off of the shelf and dropped it on the ground. She gave her two scoops of alfalfa pellets and then one small scoop of electrolytes and mineral salt. The mare had a bit of swelling in her legs from jumping so much, so Harper added a tiny bit of bute also. She dropped the bowl in the mare's stall and gave her a pat. She would come back later when the mare was done eating and wasn't so cranky. Now, she needed to get up to the ball room to see Toby. She wasn't sure why he wanted to see her, but Harper sure as hell wanted to see him. She wasn't sure what they were, were they still just friends? That's what Harper guessed.... She wasn't sure if they were going to keep on being friends... or maybe something more. I mean, after he kissed her, she would think that they would be a little something more. But Harper really wasn't sure. She just knew that she didn't want to lose Toby. at all.
She made her way out of the barn, breathing heavy because she was walking up a hill. Harper didn't like walking at all. she'd much rather drive somewhere or something. She finally made it into the building and walked all the way up the steps. Once she finally got to the ball room, she opened the door and glanced in to find Toby. "Um. Hi." she said, walking in and sitting down beside him. She gave him a small hug and was trying to think about what she should say. "So.. What's up. You don't look all that happy." She said, pouting a little bit. She really didn't like him not being happy. It started the never ending cycle. He would be sad, then she would be sad, then she would be sad and so on and so forth.______________
Words: 1005.
Outfit: Clickie
Lyrics: Decode - paramore
Music: Feeling This - Blink 182
Notes: You finally posted! xD
Tagged: Tobybby.
