Post by HOLLY-LYNN MOORE on Jan 8, 2010 0:47:06 GMT -5
HOLLY- LYNN MOORE
[/font]" I HEARD YOU FELL INTO A RABBIT HOLE, COVERED YOURSELF UP WITH SNOW, BABY TELL ME WHERE'D YOU GO? "[/font]
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FULL NAME: holly-lynn moore[/blockquote]
AGE: sixteen
MEMBER GROUP: the kids are all fucked up
GRADE: sophomore
BIRTH PLACE: new york new york
RELIGION: jewish
SEXUALITY: hetero
PLAYBY: jac vanek
AND IF YOU SWEAR THAT
[/font]" THERE'S NO TRUTH AND WHO CARES, WHY DO YOU SAY IT LIKE YOU'RE RIGHT? "[/font][/center]
hi, my name is holly. um um um, i'm sixteen years old. seventeen in april. a junior in high school. I feel like i'm filling out some kind of files or something! hahahaha. Ummm. I'm nice? I guess. I don't know. I think I'm pretty nice. I like to make people smile and laugh and junk...even if they're usually laughing at me instead of with me. haha. Ummm, i'm probably too loud for my own good. I don't know. I annoy lots of peoples. Ummm, manic depression! It's interesting. Google it. Basically i have severe highs and lows, which means one minute i'll be laughing and the next i'll be sobbing. hhaa. only i like to lock myself up on my off days, because no one really needs to see me like that, you know? i drink. a lot more than a sixteen year old girl should. and i lost my virginity at like, thirteen. well, almost thirteen. like, a month before my birthday. and it wasn't rape or anything. it was to my boyfriend! my fourteen year old boyfriend. good times. um, speaking of boyfriends...i fail at having boyfriends. i've had a few, they never last long, and i usually cheat on them. at least once. i pretty much suck when it comes to love and romance and whatever. i don't know. commitment scares me. when i was really little i was friends with this guy, caleb...i don't even know why i still think about him. we were like, really close. but even back then i was a little...off. and his mom didn't want us being friends. so we weren't allowed to be friends anymore. it's sad. i miss him. even though we were really young. i probably had a little crush on him. ha. hahaha. i was a whore even back then. oh, my daddy! he's a big jewish man, and i love him dearly. we're rich. like, really rich. my dad's great though. eh cares about us...and he lets us buy whatever we want, and i love him to pieces, and i'm a huge daddies girl. my mom...i don't know. she's not around a lot. she has some issues, i guess that's where i get it. i don't know. i call her sometimes. that's about it. i do have lots of issues though. most people around here wouldn't think it, because i hide it well...but god, i'm fucked up. they have me on a bunch of pills i can't even pronounce the name of...and i buy pills from other people and take them, because they make me feel better. about myself. i can't have sex without being completely smashed, or high, or something. it drives me insane. and i smoke more than you breath. it all traces back to my bi polar disorder, or so they say. and the fact that i'm lonely...i'm so fucking lonely. and my dad, as much as i love him, thought sending me here would fix that. it didn't. i'm even more alone here. i just sit in my room all day, party all night, barely go to classes...i miss my friends, and new york, and random people taking my pictures, being known. not just being another fuck up. i miss...living. ugh. i sound so depressed. maybe i should be here. i guess i really am depressed...but i don't want people to be down because of my issues. so i act happy. all the time. it's tiring...but no one see's through it. and everyone would hate me if i wasn't...you hate me right now. god, i hate being hated. it's the worst. i'm going to stop before you hate me even more.
I LIKES ,
vodka, drinking, parties, people, jokes, seth rogen movies, kevin smith movies, bryce avery, sex, gummy worms, my daddy, shopping, using my daddies money, fruit flavored candy, sleeping in, cold weather, snow, bright color, phantom planet, music, piano, singing, cuddling, making out, fuzzy blankets, star wars, the terminator, harry potter, nice penises, my hair, fancy dresses, fancy parties, being liked, hamsters, animals in general.
I DON'T LIKE ,
killing animals, sharing, being underage, screamo, rap, annoying music, being called annoying, being depressed, forgetting to take my meds, having to lie, good bands breaking up, being insulted, my boobs being insulted, the terminator, chocolate, salad, fast food, forgetting things, violin music.
RANDOMOSITY ,
i get C's in school.
i only go to class when reminded.
i don't want to go to college.
i want to be a musician.
i can't dance.
i have a girl crush on kirsten dunst.
i can't sleep before midnight. ever.
sex is the only thing that makes me tired. ha.
i like to pet. sexually.
the sixties were the best time!
im a vegetarian. i have been since i was like, twelve.
i'm also kosher. which is easier since i'm a vegetarian.
my mom's swedish. i look more like her.
i like heart shaped sunglasses. i have like, ten pairs.
i kkill all my pets.
i'm really good in bed.
i want an iguana.
weird accents scare me.
I NEVER BREAK MY KOSHER RULES. and celibrate every jewish holiday. because i love being jewish.
i love you.
WHY ARE YOU SCARED TO
[/font]" DREAM OF GOD WHEN IT'S SALVATION THAT YOU WANT? "[/font][/center]
NAME: elizabeth
AGE: optional hi
EXPERIENCE: no
TIME ZONE: jk
OTHER CHARACTERS: wut
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